Happy spring break

This is the last day before spring break, i have 3 ounces of mid grade weed. this is more weed than i've ever seen. This is going to be a good spring break.

Yet Again

Yet again the Christains have invented another system in which to induse all of those who follow them into a state of sheer brainwashed-so-hard-it-shines state.

I still live my mother and father and sister, and every fucking Sunday I have to take my sister to church. Now, just because I have to go to this charade of fake smiles and hand shakes, it doesn't mean I beleive in this shit. Quite the opposite.
Anyway we get to "Sunday School" late at about 10:20 because I stopped to get coffie and food, and I am not paying that much attention because I was kind of sick from using the night before(yeah, I have a problem, leave me alone). Afterwards, came the carnival of titghing and prayer, sermon time. This lastest for about an hour and a half, so I do what I usually do and sit in the car and listen to music. 12:30 rolls around and I hungry(still)and have to take a shit, so I'm ready for my sister to stop dargging her ass and get in the car. She gets in and I out it in drive."Mrs.Tammy want to talk to you". "Fuck", I think and get out of the car and go over to her. In my nicest "fakest" voice I say,"Did you want to see me?"( I don't know why I am Nice to these people, I just am), "I just wanted to see your face." I said "ok" and started to turn to leave. "No wait I did want to talk to you.", with my "hurry the fuck up" face on, she says, "We're having a Silver Ring Thing on Febuary 10 and I wanted to know in advance if you could make it". "What's a Silver Ring Thing?" "You know, it's the ring you wear when you promise not to have sex until your married". A little peice of my sanity died then. So I said," I talk to you if I can go" and got the fuck out of there.
Is it cool not to fuck until marriage? No, even if I said I woundn't they still dn't have the right to assign me a fucking ring saying I can't. Please, if your a Christain, stop this insanity, telling 15 adn 16 year olds they can't have sex is stupid. Any male 16 year old that ever recieves an oppertunity to have sex, is going to. He can't help it. I can't help it. It's biological.

I am a proud agnostic, masturbating, sexually motivated, angst filled, teen-aged person, you can fuck off.


I want to have faith in the future of humanity, but human are making that very difficult.

<-----LoveHas----->

..,

Recently, I have been trying to fade away the complex poetry I am used to (using words to conveniently tell the reader what is going on), and try to go back to the simple, complex, utterly confusing poems I started with. This is one of the first ones.





"Infantile Disruption"

Slip the bag over our heads,
We don't need mouths to breath,
Hairs are pulled from their roots,
Pine sap is stuck to my teeth.

Chainsaw laughter, political melodies
Hollowed and profounded in the mind of me.
Fuck to golden gates of godly love,
I wouldn't even let me in.

My children won't stop crying,
Lurking in their minds, it's plain,
they want to kill, and they will, too,
If I don't kill them before they get to you.

LoveFuckingHas

Awesome

Never since the days of Shakespeare has the world been eveloped in the pure rythum and extacsy of wonderful art. Well, this is an old album by an old band, but the message is newer and better than any of your Pop-Teen-Americain-Idol-insulting-music-bullshit. This is Slayer. Slayer, I love you with the heart and soul of millions of orphans recieving Christ-Mas presents for the first time since that horrible fire that burnt their beloved parents to a crisp. No God bless you!

Here is "Mind Control" from the Album "Divine Intervention"

lyrics - mind control

Never Let a Christain into Your House.

You all know I dispise Christains, but not to their faces and I try not to bring up the religion topic, but a few days ago, this is true, some guy comes to my door. He says," I am from [Some Church], my name is Luke." So I say, "Come on in." I may not be Christain but I still have morals. Anyway, this guy looked about my age, perhaps a bit older, blonde hair, blue eyes, white, tall and horribly ignorant. He tells me about Jesus and God and church and I interrupted him saying," Would you like a drink?" (This is as nice as I get and I just wanted to fuck with him). He says, "What do you have?" I said,"There's some leftover beer, you want some?" The dude freaks. "I am in the House of Sin! God will make you pay, you pagan!" Now I am pissed. "Get the fuck out of my goddamn house, peice of shit, your god isn't real! Get the fuck out!" Now I'm not much of a person to throw someone out of my house, but this dude was crazy. He ran out, got in his car, backed out of the diveway, and sped off. I will never ever let another person from a church come into my house. The moral of this story is: Beware those who don't understand your way of life, and don't fuck around with zealots and ask them if they want a beer. The guy never realized I was kidding. I hate Christains, and if you are a Christain, stop praying and just live with morality.





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LoveHas

http://ebaumsworld.com/2006/12/bodies-hit-the-floor.html

Fear Christ-Mas

Enough has been said about this holiday, so my opinions are nothing compared to my comrads'.
Anyway, this "holy" Holiday is fucking disgusting. Sales and red tag events, I am ashamed and disgraced at this rape of a traditionally good feeling time. When I was a child, I loved the smell of cold and frost and wintergreen trees and dreamed (and prayed) for that first trickle of snow, but now I see the Christain standpoints being fucked with a chainsaw everywhere with shameless commercials. Television and internet and greed of the general American people have ruined this once beloved time. Now it is just a chance to get fucked up to hell during the X-mas Break (which I will). But whatever, I am just another angst-filled-self-abusing-product-of-the-american-dream-teened-aged-pothead. No one cares anymore, fucking no one.

Your god hates this holiday, but mine doesn't exist.
Merry Fucking "Christ"Mas
++=-LoveHas-=++

The Sheer Bilance of a god, William Shakespeare

"Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day.
To the last syllable of recorded history;
All our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life is but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard from no more.
It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury
Signifying nothing"


Macbeth

Pure amazement.




~)-LoveHas-(~

This World Has Reached a New Low

I was browsing around the ever popular "ebaumsworld.com" and saw a "News" ad. It reads as follows:

Mom Allegedly Microwaves Baby

Holy fucking shit, what the fuck is our stature of life being thought of? Why in the world would a mother even think about killing her newborn daughter. Why would she use a fucking microwave? I am dumbfounded at this appalling piece of news, which seems to be legit, being on the NBC California site.

Here is another:

Man Kills Friend Over S.C.-Clemson Bet

It is a fucking game, are the rednecks this bored and drunk they feel it is necessary to kill another living being? And you know it was a redneck because he shot the guy with a "high-powered rifle ". How many beers do you have to intake to think that killing someone justifies an argument? These people make me sick. And you know what the bet amount was? $20. Twenty fucking dollars.

Another:

Man pleads not guilty to 4-year abuse of girl
Prosecutor says accuser was repeatedly raped and beaten, beginning when she was 12.

12 years old, she was abducted, kept secret, fed leftovers, shit in plastic bags, and raped over and over and over again. For four fucking years. This is hell, she went to hell, she lived in hell for four years. My sypathies reach out to this girl. She is 16 now, will her sexual life and understanding be the same as mine?



This world is fucked up. Pray to your god. Maybe something will click and people will start treating each other like people.





}{Lovehas}{

Thanks to eBaumsworld for the first two.

Are You Thankful Yet?

As I have said before, I hate Thanksgiving, but putting that aside, I believe that most people really don't understand what it means to "be thankful". Although people really confess that that are thankful for something, be it god or food or friends, they never quite understand the meaning behind thankfulness. Like the Macy's Day Parade, kill me please. Every time I see that fat-ass weather reporter I want to kill his children, with that being said, I think he is good at what he does, reporting the weather, not fucking around with some other "daytime personality". That saying is completely false, the people reporting the news should not even have personality, they should tell us whats going on and then get the hell off. Anyway, the weather reporter, Al Roker, should not be allowed to plaster his fake smile and beliefs, along with another shallow minded money maker, all over the television screen all day. The parade itself is a fucking joke. It is all a big commercial, buy the now batteries(they last longer), buy the new Sponge Bob DVD (it will babysit your children0, cut to commercial. It is all a huge campaign of advertising and consumption. But what do I know, I am just another cliche teenager. Fuck this commercialized idealistic "nation". I wish this country were the same as it was 10 years ago. At least then we were trying to balance the budget. Speaking of that, the current debt is 8.595 trillion dollars and counting. Almost eight and a half trillion dollars! What the fuck is wrong with this?!Are we are too busy stuffing our putrid faces? FUCK!


The point of this is that:

A:
There are too many people promoting this twisted charade of a holiday.
B:
There are way more important things to be worrying about than if your turkey is getting cooked thoroughly.
C:
The American people are too lost in holidays to worry about anything other than what is in front of their faces at that exact moment.

And finally:

Fuck holidays, until we get straightened out as a country. We need to focus on the critacal things in life rather than the meanlingless things.




With Hatred,
+=-LoveHas-=+

Into Ignorance

Your god was born inside your mind,
it will be manifested, changed and sublimed

It is wrong and immoral, this sweet dirty god,
impostering love and marriage in delightful facade

Leaving all the keepers and dreamers, not left up to,
Animal gods flourish without you

You are nothing to me, an illusion, a fake,
your god will die of self assumed rape

If it's not already deceased, it will be still
swallowed down by sleeping pills

Left alone in the black, you misunderstand every word
thinking my beliefs are wrong and absurd

You are killing your god, money and greed
serves you right, I want you to bleed.

You are the ignorant repulsive red masses
evaporated into your godly blood gases

Your thought is dead.